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Dying alone.

Could be a premonition. I had a bad dream about a week ago and it turned out to be real.

My friend....most of my friends here have seen me lose my zest for the last couple of months. Fear was a driving factor. I faced the fear and made amends with loss. You know, we give FEAR too much power...it is an emotion and we have to FLEX the healthier emotions and kicks some ass, take measured steps and seek the healthy route. I am BACK BABYCAKES....and I will allow anything that comes my way BUT...this gal is using her head more and more! YAY! HANG IN THERE BABYBUTTRASH....MOMMA HAS YOUR BACK!

Yes, know exactly how you feel Rman - hope things brighten soon. I'm am soooo afraid of heights although I want to learn to fly... that's all - - Oh, and I think my neighbor is an ax murderer.....

OH yeah my fears:

Abandonment...been there too many times.

Heights...I won't go on roller coasters rides or stuff like that

Growing old lonely....don't mind the ALONE part but the lonely part is sad.

My biggest fear used to be failure. Now my biggest fear is not being loved.

You're going through hard times. Have you tried meditation, yoga, therapy, or as a last resort medication?

Failure

I don't find failure because that means that I've learned a lesson and the next time will be bigger and better....has kept my ass alive to think that way.

having no money

I would like to have the time to fulfill my potential.

I'm not afraid of being alone or lonely. I will probably end up dying alone and be found three weeks later. It's where and how I live and I accept that may happen.

What really scares me is backing a riding lawnmower off a trailer and down two ramps. That really bothers me.

I'm on and off tractors, lawnmowers and horses all day. That one silly little thing scares me to death. But I do it anyway because I have to.

i'm afraid of being alone for the rest of my life. fear is a real pain in the ass.

I am afraid most of the time.

Death.