Hi all. My first post here and i am new to support groups but i need to talk to someone before i lose my mind. Six months ago i caught my husband of 15 years in an online affair. It was pretty bad. He was chatting with her on the phone while i was sleeping right next to him. Because we have two girls, 5 and 12, i stayed. I really did not want to destroy their world. But i find there is no repairing the damage. I cant seem to forgive him and it is toxic for the both of us. He wants split custody of the girls. I know it is for the best but i can not bear the thought of not seeing my girls for half their lives. I cant stay with him but the alternative is to lose the two people i care most about in life. How do you cope with this????
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Can I just say how wonderful it is now that the ads are huge, take up 3/4 of the screen and are plastered in the middle of the page disrupting the flow of posts. It fulfills my Christms wish. Yes, that was sarcasm.