Z or TD????

He did say Friday though, we got time to kick his babby butt to come to his senses.

TACO TACO TACO - COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE!!!

I just have an email address.

and since he is an east coaster, we have up until Friday at 7pm... maybe later....we're too cool to be on time...

I dont know that its being an adrenaline junkie as much as an internal urge to feel alive and become unstuck thats growing in him

Thats the good news. Things are shifting, the log jam is breaking up.

The bad news is, its a painful shift internally, and it looks like Rstud is pondering making it as real on the outside as its feeling on the inside.

I think this is an incredibly poignant and valuable moment in time.

I have faith Rdrummer is going to make a more creative choice than the one he's offering here, and I'm basing that on a private conversation in which he emonstrated some really valuable insight when I talked with him about riding that razor's edge myself.

The wisdom and soul is already in you Rdood. I trust you to exercise careful judgment, even while youre feeling anything but careful.

Shift Baby, shift...feel that mountain moving. This is the time we're all ready to support you through.

Has anyone heard from Rman?

I know what you mean though by needing that push. I feel the same way myself.

Danny... if this is honestly something you are going to do... please think about those that truly love you and those little girls of yours.

Let us know you're okay!!

Rman, i know you are reading this. I left you a voicemail.

Today is a new day.

Stay away from those guys. No one needs triggers when they are low.

I love you!! you said I could count on you... right?

it was just a bad day. a bad week. season. but things will get better. i promise.

want to see my snuggie?

Rman--you have a lot of longtime friends here and some of the most original posts ever. What you might not know is those of us who don't post a lot (I assume that I'm not the only one) get from just reading the posts from those of you who have a history here and provide smiles and hope for us. This is a tough time of year, but whatever else is going on--you have two of God's greatest blessings that love you and, obviously--a lot of people on here who care a lot. (((Rman)))

Rman, I don't think you realize how many of us you impact here!!!! I read a lot of your posts, although I may not respond to all of them, you always bring a smile to my face!!! You inspire those of us who are feeling the lowest of low! We are here for you now, be here with us!! Big Hugs!

Please come back and post a food thread. I can't believe I'm writing this.

Rman -

Know I care...not sure that helps but it is true. My oldest brother ended his life when I was 12 so I know the impact a death like that has on a child. You can not do that to your children...you are to good a man for that.

I know you hurt...I do to. In fact I cut myself for 35 years because I was to scared to just finish it off...a little each day was better. Like the line from the song "...I was tired of living but afraid to die, because I don't know whats on the otherside..." but as the song continues a "...change is gonna come...". You have to know that deep down.

Since you have made it this far reading this, you deserve a reward. I think you should reward yourself by giving yourself a gift - for all the help and smiles you have given the people here. The gift you will give yourself is to NOT play that game. It is time to make sure you have more coping resources than you have pain. So lets give you another coping resource, or two, or ten...! until they outnumber your sources of pain.

What can we do to remind you that we all love you...but that love pales in comparison to the love your children have for you.

Can we do something about this! We have to stop this from happening!! If someone has an email or phone number they need to call the police! WE CAN NOT LET THIS HAPPEN - THIS IS NO FUCKING GAME - 1-6 ODDS ARE NOT THE ODDS YOU WANT TO BET SOMEONES LIFE ON!!!

I can't believe a fucking snuggie thread gets more response then this one!!! Come on people - keep the responses pouring in and keep this thread at the top of the list until we know what is going on!!

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