Backstory for those that do not remember. I found out my wife cheated 3 months ago, and she insisted it was over and wanted to work it out for our sons sake, She's been so cold and distant I knew she was hiding SOMETHING. Today while cleaning the bathroom I find a bottle of Valtrex with half the prescription taken already, and it has 12 refills!!! Even when confronted she tried to deny it for an hour. After insisting I know it's only for 2 things (shingles and herpes). She finally admitted it. What did I do to deserve this? How could she be so wreckless, and do this to our son? our family? How long did she really intend to hide this?worst part is she doesn't even feel bad about it. She just says "what's done is done, I can't change it". I just want to kill myself. I never in a million years thought this would happen. How could i have spent half of my life with someone capable of this? I'm embarassed for her, and for me. I want to talk to someone so bad but I'm afraid to tell anyone. I don't want everyone to know. I thought about calling my best friend but what if he tells our other friends?