So my husband of 20 years cheated with 3 women and I had enough so I kicked him out in august he just moved right in with the woman he was cheating with last. He's barely seen our kids and hasn't contributed a dime and he's so happy and I get to deal with all the bills and the kids aND my emotions and the kids emotions and here recently I wake up everyday just hating my life. I know they say it gets better but when ugh ... just want to not hate my life.
One of the worst things to experience is to be sorted and compartmentalized even as you protest that no that isn’t correct, it’s not me. This comes in many ways but the worst would be from a therapist with whom you’ve shared deeply and trusted with ultimate secrets. Yes currently I’m in a talespin and no amount of pull up is working on crash prevention so I’ve placed my pillow on my...
Im so suicidal right now. The cpn ive worked with for 4 years has just seen me for the last time ever and im upset. I was already suicidal. I just dont see any point anymore. Im just a pathetic shitty person. My own family are ashamed of me, im wshamed of me. Im a horrible person that deserves evrrything i got in life.