I would change the ability to take chances and get into a comfort box. I just keep on going for it when I should just stay put.

My underwear daily.... and I am SOOOOO close to reaching my goal.

On a serious note... I think that's basically fear of the unknown brother, more to do with dancing with the devil you know, then the one you don't.

I am not sure what they are... but there are baby steps to where you want to go.

So you are opposite of me, Z. Let's trade for a day...

I call bullshit Z.

If you don't keep grasping, you don't keep living. When have your senses ever been so attuned?

Actually, TD...I need to buy some new underwear and socks. I love the squishy feeling that new socks provide. I just walk around the house smiling when I have new socks...
I guess what I'm saying, is that socks make me happy...

Wow, I get this...That is my problem too. I hate change, it takes me so long to get comfortable once again...I think too much...That is the one thing I would like to change right now...I would like to be able to just shut my mind off for awhile and go with the flow. I tend to over analyze things and think there is some perfect solution....

I would change by , talk more about how i feel , take the time to hold hands, listen with out giving my opinion, just uderstand where the person is coming form. dont put off everything, help to make others lives a bit easyier, I am sure there is more but I will start with these

I like and accept myself. I mean, if I don;t who will. I too like to stay inside of my comfort zone and am an overthinker. I;m not adventurous and 2 breakups have left me less adventurous than usual. But I have gone outside of my comfort zone and my norm and most of the time really enjoyed myself. I'm a homebody and don't really like the idea of people coming over but I've gotten out and traveled places that I'd like to go. If nothing else I would like to step outside of that zone where I isolate myself from everyone. I would like to travel more and see more things and places. I think of it as broadening myself instead of changing. We learn. We grow.

I'm getting really effing tired of thinking I always need to change something and just want to be okay with me for a while...

I'd like to change the fact that I have low self esteem and self worth. I know I'd be much further ahead if I believed in myself.

Can I change my duty station?

TD....it's not bullshit.

Sure...taking chances has saved my ass on certain catastrophic events in my life but it also has a huge price tag....my logic goes out the window at times but...yeah I recover but it usually takes its toll on me.

My mother was correct about ONE thing about me. She told me that I do not think before acting. So true. I see something, I go for it. I am promised something, I expect it. There are no obstacles that cannot be hurdled....but sometimes it is simply idiotic to take chances.

So...FUCK YEAH RMAN...I will trade places with you and I need to be more cold hearted and closed.

I need to stop being so trusting..I need to learn how to put my guard up and have some people earn my trust...


I would also like to have the courage to go out on my own to go hiking, I miss hiking in the local mountains..I always had to have someone go with me...

I have been working on changing myself this past year, but the two areas that still need work are my relationship with my parents and figuring out my calling in life. I'm tired of working to pay the bills, I want to do something I'm passionate about.

I stand corrected.

Gimme a huggy poo!

(((((Z)))))