Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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what is known.. and what is lost...

mikes1648
mikes1648

Im writing a book.. its about the creeping climb I personally did from depression.  here is bit of it.. once the book is done it will be avail cheap or free.. 





The effort it takes to be a separate self is immense. Its so hard to hold up the story and the character, but we get used to it. We learn to keep moving as this individual through life and get lost in one more story. We make ourselves so busy that we can’t remember how to return to what is lost. The separate self with all of its pain becomes all we know. We think that is the best place to be because its all we know. There becomes a strange comfort in the depression energy. It becomes our universal hug. An energy that is dark and painting solitude. 



Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug Mike... Being one with a chair really isn't something that's making sense sweetie... I used to think that when I took acid as a teen...
Please be careful and take good care of you.... xo
mikes1648
mikes1648
no i disagree.. i am not mixing anything.. I am going direct to the source of who we are.. this is the same source all teachers point to.. buddha, christ, krishna, all of them pointed to a place of peace where the mind is dropped. I am not religious.. but the writings speak to me with experience. The medical community has made a fortune off keeping the story going of this YOU that needs something else.. in truth.. there never has been a you needing anything because YOU are the ALL.. This you is the pure devine presence.. Sit and explore for yourself.

I will not post here anymore.. if anyone wishes to explore this truly contact me in person. here.. i will be glad to share and help..
mlr0853
mlr0853
Hi Mike, for years I refused to accept my bipolar disorder because I did n't see myself as symptomatic....Others around me, family, friends, co-workers bore the brunt of my unmediated lifestyle. Yes, you can 'exist' without medication. The protocol for Bp is medication management and therapy to maintain a healthy life style.
Having lived with bp since dx in 84, and my first psy break unmediated around 72, for me, looking deep would not be an option with my symptoms, delusions and paranoia,
If you practice A Course in Miracles, or some type of meditation, that transcends your body from your spirit, in trying to understand you, which is quite challenging...are you suggesting to have your 'spirit look within your body/mind for understanding at a higher level of consciousness?
I applaud you on your desire to write. I think a more clear understanding of where you are coming from would be more beneficial to your readers.
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