Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am a 45 year old male who has a wonerful wife, great family and a decent job. I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 in my late 20's and have been struggling with it ever since. I am whats known as a rapid cycler which means I have frequent highs and deep lows. I am currently taking 4 medication's (lamictal, pristiq, adderral, and welbutrin) this is the latest combination as I have been aggressivley changing up my priscriptions. I try to exercise and eat healthy but when Im down exercise is nearly impossible. I am at a point in my life where I am becoming desperate as it has had an impact on my work and personal relationships. I am extremely frusterated as I have been on about every known med for close to 20 years and nothing seems to work. I have heard positive testimonies from people who have gone off their meds under the supervision of trained medical doctors and have converted to more natural solutions with much success. I live in toledo ohio and cannot seem to find the care that I so desperatly need.
If there is anyone going through the same circumstances please let me know.
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I don't really know how to label this but I having a rough week and I can't say it's one thing.... I have a lot on my plate which is nothing new and I try to cope in many positive ways and do but I still have my moments.My kids more so my daughters talk to me about everything which I know it's cause of comfort and we are close.... however I really struggle with the venting about their dad which...
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I did the dumbest thing today. I charged my earbuds, unplugged the block and put the block in my little bag instead of the earbuds. I wasn't happy about that when I got to the gym. What a dummy!

Possibly you have heard that from websites where "natural solutions" are being sold?
I've been here for over 10 years. I've heard the stories of possibly a thousand members with bipolar. I've known 2, maybe 3, who weren't on meds and were reasonably stable. I've known hundreds who went off their meds to varying levels of disaster.
It's a bad idea.
My psycho weirds have proven med resistant, as well. Some have worked for short periods, but . . . Sigh . . . What's a nutjob to do? I'd medicate if I could, but the never ending med shuffle gets to feeling pointless.
My peer support network is my most valuable tool for managing my symptoms without meds. When my symptoms are active, there always seems to be somebody in my peer support network with the reminder, suggestion and/or support I need to get me through. At worst, it helps to feel less alone with ^it^.
Like Fish, I've been on DS for over ten years, and I agree that it is very rare for bipolar individuals to find stability just through natural remedies. As a fellow rapid cycler, I've found that only meds can truly stop the roller coaster. Natural remedies (exercise, healthy eating, good sleep routine, strong support system, vitamins/supplements) definitely play a role in good mental health, but I'm afraid that you may find they're not enough.
I'd encourage you to speak with your doctor about changing up your meds if they aren't helping you. Since you're prone to rapid cycling, I'm surprised to see that in addition to Lamictal, you're on two antidepressants (which can often cause rapid cycling) and a stimulant.
If you do try the all-natural route, I wish you the best. We're here to support you, either way.
BiPolars tend to go off meds for 1 of 2 reasons....
We think we can "successfully" go off meds when the meds are actually working, thus we think we don't need them, so we stop using them, in a nasty cycle of self-sabotage. This is usually done by newer diganosed folks, until they come to terms with their diagnosis and the totality of it.
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we get frustrated because we can't find meds that work for long term stability...and we give up or start to think the "the myths out there" are really true.
You've been doing this a long time, do you remember what it was like before you started treatment? Before you went to a Pdoc? You weren't on meds then but it was bad enough that you went and sought help. So, logically, take where you are now, take all the meds away....do you think you'll be better?
I'm curious why as a Rapid Cycling BiPolar a Licensed Psychiatrist would put you on Adderal as well as a "Mood Stabilizer & double Anti-Depressant combo", as that combo will be hard enough to balance for rapid cyclers, without Amphetamines on board to jack you up.
Amphetamine based Stimulants like Adderal rarely do much good when your rapid cycling and trying to get on an even keel. You've got medications that are battling each other, and probably not doing that great a job at actually doing what they should to help you be stable.
This isn't a disease that can always be treated to the level that people want or expect, and it can be frustrating as hell. Personally I think your cocktail should be evaluated and if you've had the same Pdoc for a long time and they don't want to change things then I'd get a different opinion.
The only realistic reasons to go off meds, under a Licensed Pdoc's care, would be to to let your brain re-set, get a new baseline and start a new, hopefully more productive, cocktail.
But, that is an undertaking in and of itself, and by far not an easy thing to do...and the intent would be to clear a path for new more productive medications, not stop them completely.
Take care.
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I've known of about 3 people on here over the years that took supplements and now at least 2 of the 3 are back on medication
There is a lot of 'physical' with the brain that needs to be controlled as best as possible with our illness
Natural doesn't mean it's safe by any means.... Heroin is natural
I agree that finding coping skills and tools to support medication is usually the best thing for all of us
What is the adderral for if you don't mind me asking?
This is a good board.... I'm glad that you've found us..... Big hug....xo