hi I’m posting as I’ve reached my dark place again got the doctors to say I go from so manic to low in a matter of hours I have fibromyalgia as well which I think makes it seems never ending,I can’t understand how I can love my family yet when I’m like this I lock myself away I can’t cope I feel I need to run nothing interests me and the thoughts are so dark yet nxt wk I will max out my bank mix that with with the constant pain and it’s so so hard my family don’t understand they think it’s a matter of pulling yourself together Im in my 3rd marriage I walk when I live them still life sucks
Well I am approaching the 24 hour mark of my new medication regiment. Its gonna take time to kick in, God knows Ive had more SSRIs than I know what to do with but Im staying confident or trying to. What I did want to post is my sleeping meds gave me 7-8 hours nonstop sleep. Im sooooo thrilled. Woke up and was like kick ass. I want more of this
Helllo. I started a new medication which is the probablly the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am never dibilitatingly depressed or happy but still seem like I can function emotionally and normally. It actually feels great for a change. Don't miss the other stuff but having trouble processing normal emotion if that makes any sense. I actually feel better and am...