Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
can't sleep. need to talk. posted in crisis. don't know what else to do.
x talk to you later.
so i honestly can say that i never wanted or would want, but i don't think that someone who has only had the thought can necessarily be judged..
other than the fact that those are creepy thoughts to be having.
i am not having self harm or harming others thoughts,
but i have had terrible imagery flash through my mind, and i think it can be a combination of PTSD and imbalances chemically and otherwise.
i have broken things before. but i don't feel that rage anymore.
i have been dealing with feelings of anger towards people, you are right..yes , it's why i'm asking.
i want to understand and not blame myself. because i know i wouldn't allow those thoughts to continue, but if there there i realize i have done something wrong by allowing myself to be in any situation that doesn't support my sanity and wholeness as an individual.