*hugs*...you're Human, and you have a problem. There is nothing the fuck wrong with you, honest, other than the elephant in the room.

Baby steps, you know? The first time you Ever walk away from the cycle, will show you it is Possible. The first step Has to happen; walk away Once, and you'll know what it Feels like to see the cycle can Change.

Are you afraid of a group, like AA? Would you be willing to go and see what happens?

I'd hate to see you let this take over your life, and miss out on some things you really Want to do, like your band....

Alcohol is a difficult thing to control or stop. There are lots of approaches so pick the one that's best for you. Drinking at the level you describe is extremely unhealthy so it's best for you to take control. Be good to yourself and do it.

thanks guys , tonight I will be sober and tomorrow is a brand new day!

There is nothing wrong with you!!! OK ya it seems like you have a drinking problem, this is something you can tackle. Im not sayin it will be easy, but try to find a support system, & take it day by day, hour by hour if you have to. We will all be here for you.
Like you said tomorrow is a brand new day.
HUGS!

Yeah, I think you're right!! You HAVE to stop drinking!! That was a rather deadly amount of alcohol to consume in that short a time!!! I'm glad you're still here!!!!

You can go over to the Alcoholism Support Board, if you think it might do you any good. It's pretty hard core AA over there, but there are people there who do it other ways. And there's plenty of nice people.

Try your best to stay away from that first drink!!! It's so much easier than staying away from the second, third, etc., etc., etc.

You've got the right attitude!!! Stay sober tonight and tomorrow is indeed a brand, new day!!!!!

Good luck!!!! (((((Hugs)))))

Carla

Concentrate only on this moment...You are sober right now....and look, you are still sober in this moment.....and another moment is here and you are still sober....One moment at a time.

hi. so many people struggle like you do. it's an addiction, a habit. but there's help if you want it. AA helps many people like you, there's groups all over.

This is alcoholism and I only know because I have been there and done that. Back in the day, I was drinking so much I was still vomiting the next day. I tried in my own power to stop and I never had the strength. In the end, God was the one who delivered me and changed me. Of course, I had to give me life to him, first.

I never ever regretted giving up drinking for one second. It was one of the best things in my life I did. I changed my whole life, and I am a happier person for it. That's the whole truth, so help me God.

I pray you will find the strength to stop this. Just remember, it is addiction and you will need support and help, in some way.

What changed me from drinking was my attempt at suicide. then I stayed away from the friends I drank with. and the places I went to drink. Then if I did go out with friends who drank to a bar. I had reasons why I couldn't drink. Medications, cops, deer, the long drive home, and others.... I managed to do it without AA, so can do it without it... others need that support system. My friends understood that I didn't want to drink and didn't pressure me to drink.

Stay sober... moment by moment... for a better life, and better choices...

Until you admit truley admit to yourself that you have a problem and want to make a change not much can be done. Try AA meetings but they will only work if you are serious. Until you are ready this is your life.

i understand how you're feeling and the pain you're feeling for whirling out of control. when i was in university, i started drinking and what started as a casual one-or-two-drinks became a whirlwind of downing bottle after bottle. i guess in so many ways, when i think back, i thought i could drink my sorrows away, but it only made it worse. and trust me, it's not just a bipolar thing, my fiance went through the same thing. it's just more prone to be a bipolar thing, because we tend to depend on substances whether we realise it or not.

but i managed to kick the habit and nowadays i rarely drink at all. in fact, i developed an allergy towards alcohol which i'm thankful of. it helps keep me sober sometimes. i still drink, though, but i never lose control while drinking.

and now, it's weed and cigarettes for me. i say it's just one or two (puffs for weed and sticks for cigarettes) and then it just balloons and becomes more and more.

we're just human, we make mistakes. we stumble, then find a way to climb to the top again. like you said, tomorrow will be a brand new day.

Vommiting while passed out is very dangerous. No more laying on your back or you might choke yourself by laying on your back and swallowing your vomit. Welcome to the world of alcoholism and addiction. You have officially crossed the line of never going back.

Addiction to any substance is hard to break, but this level of drinking can kill you. Please get help see your dr, maybe they can help you to dry out. prehaps within a de-tox ward.

Hope you get help soon
Hugs
Rachel

Your guardian angel must be tired AND you are lucky to be alive!

I have heard that substance abuse is a way to deal with emotional pain. There is always a driving force behind drug abuse/addiction....BUT....whatever the cause, you need to quit, NOW!

It is hard to stop--but the only way is just to quit. One bloody minute at a time, One hour at a time, ONE DAY AT A TIME. I know its been said a million times, but its true.

Go to an AA meeting today. Its just that easy. Just go and don't drink. (and yes, you might well be miserable for a while while you adjust to no alcohol)

take care!

Big hug for you sweetie.. my best friends son died from what you did last night.. he would power drink.. he passed out, aspirated and they found him dead Christmas morning... this is extremely dangerous and potentially deadly... as well as alcohol toxicity ...
You sound completely out of control sweetie..
Please talk to your doctor about this quickly... there will be help for you.... it is filling a void.. addiction is a treatable illness..
Huge hug of support for you..x