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Feeling suicidal

Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228

amd I have no one. I went to my pdocs office yesterday to talk to him but he seriously down played my feelings. I do t know what to do. I tried to swallow a bottle of sleeping pills yesterday but I couldn't down thwm. I just kept gagging. So I called a crisis line but they were no help. I talked to a nurse where I work and I don't think she knows how to help. I have no one and no purpose for living. I see my Pdoc again tomorrow.  I'm hanging in there. Not that I want to buy I have little choice. I'm done.  I don't know what to do 

Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228
I've already had 4 botched suicide attempts in thw last three years. The last two were pretty serious amd almost worked. Still, I want to die. I most want my old therapist back. I can't stand not having her to confide in. I have no one.
autumn8890
autumn8890
I think sleep is a good idea and thankfully your doctor straightened that out with your mom. I know how hard this is but just remember it always passes. You do have a purpose and a reason for being here and you have to try to find the strength to hang on until your medications work or until you can get into the outpatient program. Maybe being off work a few days will decrease your stress and things will start looking brighter. Hugs!
Sunshinegirl0228
Sunshinegirl0228
I'm thankful for the time off but nervous about losing money that I really need. Had to go to we for chest pain now I'm hoping they won't keep me and ship me to psych.
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