Good morning everyone!!!! Tdoc appt is in 45 min or so, so o course I have to spend it with you

I'm gonna be hanging out with Dobie and tissues..... Irish, I'll have some hot tea too, please. Just got back from the dr (again)..... My aunt gave me my cold back and I have an asthma flare up.

Congrats on the new job May! What will you be doing??

Hey Presh :) I hope your tdoc appt goes ok.

OMG!!!!!!! Who ever said therapy was a killer said a mouth full.

Therapy can be intense, Presh sorry that it was so tough for you today

Hi Joneszy, Hi Precious (((((hugs)))))

I started a new job working in the shipping department for a company that does digital recycling.....

Let's face it I am the shipping department! So far it's been the perfect balance between computer work and physical activity! Nice coworkers to boot!

That's awesome May! I'm so glad that you like it :)

that sounds great May. off to a good start! yay for you...

anxiety levels off the charts yesterday and today so am going to call pdoc to see if it might be the reduction in prozac. I'm trying to pinpoint the source of the anxiety and there are a couple of things workwise but nothing to cause these levels, i feel terrified. ok i just made a call to hopefully help with one of the work things, maybe that might help too. we'll see.

oatmeal with honey and sultanas is up for grabs for breakfast and ham and mushroom omelets for anyone who wants them. with pots of tea, coffee and hot chocolate and of course smoothies!!!

have a good day people!! and have a few hugs too.

Can I just hide out here today? I had a really bad psychotic episode (break?) last night that's still in my bones but out of my head. Didn't want to go to the hospital afraid they'd keep me and not let me go. Up all night. Time to try and rest. Hubby said he'll check on me throughout the day. I do NOT want to go inpatient.

Hey Irish! Thanks for always making wonderful breakfasts for all of us. I'll take an omelet with mushrooms only. Sorry your anxiety is off the charts. I would give anything if my pdoc would put me on prozac. He says if I have a manic episode that the prozac stays in the system longer making the episode harder to control. But I really doubt it would send me into mania seeing as I run towards the depressive episodes all the time.

Hey SK!! I am SO sorry to her you are suffering the after effects of a psychotic break. Please hang out here today and keep your mind off of it.

HUGS TO ALL!!

Sorry to hear about your anxiety, Irish. I hope that makig that call to work helps your anxiety calm down a bit. Thank you for breakfast! I'll have some hot tea and oatmeal.

I'm so sorry to hear about your psychotic break last night, SK. Ofcourse you can come here, you can hang out with us and rest.

Hey Nester, good to see you.

((Hugs)) everyone!

Hi everyone....just stopping by with some fresh squeezed orange juice. I hope the day gets a bit better for you all who are dealing with crummy stuff right now. I'm heading into work again and feeling the dread today as I did not sleep much and it's still negative windchills and I'm tired!

Thinking of you cool, smart, strong women today and wishing the best for you. (((hugs)))

Hi Irish, SpaceKat, Joneszy, Nester, Sensitive, (((((Good Morning Hugs)))))

Cold foggy morning here I'm grateful for the down jacket....

I would love some fresh squeezed orange juice! Maybe a mushroom omelette as well...

Have a good one all of you may it just get better!

hi all, spacekat i hope you're feeling a bit more relaxed? I brought some chilli, pulled pork wraps for lunch if anyone is dropping by and a cucumber salad with chopped walnuts and baby tomatoes. there's a hot chilli dressing and a lemon oil dressing on the side.

i didn't get hold of pdoc yet but took an extra xanax which has helped and the phone call to work sorted out an application form for funding that i have needed for ages, it will be ready for me on monday night. I have been worrying about it for weeks! that will enable me to get going on two projects next week I hope.

I talked to megan (daughter) and she had the 1st of three auditions for another college of acting today and she felt it went well. she;ll know in a couple of weeks, she has a call back audition for that movie with Gabriel Byrne, the numbers have gone from 300 to 30 so who knows, fingers crossed. she got a part in a show someone else had to drop out of which will be staged in a couple of weeks so a busy time ahead for her with full time work as a barista at the same time. it is good that things are going well for the two boys as well, one in college doing multimedia and the other a chef de partie and both loving it.

At least its nearly the weekend and i can hide out in my house without feeling bad about it!! lol.

what would i do without tea? i must be on my tenth cup today! i shall float out the window on sea of tea!

have a good afternoon everyone!

I'm wishing everyone well!!! I'm scared guys and I don't know what to do. My mom is taking my kids and going to Vegas and then California and leaving my dad and I here alone. I don't know what to do. My heart is on my throat. What if I can't do this without her??????? Is the support I get here going to be enough??

sorry to hear that precious. how long will they be away? is there no way you can go too?