I am ok.. talking to social worker about TJ. waiting for a call back from my pdoc. talked to megan, her bf's grandmother died in Michigan but he cannot afford to go over to the funeral, his mother got over there in time before she died which is good though. and wolfgang is due here in a couple of hours and I'm looking forward to that and hoping that my home help will be able to come help me tidy the house before he arrives!

How are you today???

I went and saw my therapist yesterday and so I feel a little bit better. She told me to focus on all the good thing s that have happened in my life and all the assaults I have survived as see if that helps any. So today I feel a little bit better. My mom took the week off to see if she can help pull me out of the suicidal depression.

that all sounds a lot better. has your dad left?

No and he's not going to. My mom said even if we just keep him here to help pay bills she's gonna call it back child support that he never paid. LOL!!!! That's one way to look at it.

Irish, my dad just got up and he's on one so I'm going to go lay by my mom before I start crying again. You take care of yourself and I'll be back on shortly. (((((HUGS)))))

Hi Irish Im here what are you up to?

Thank you for the lovely breakfast Irish :) I think I'm gonna have some hot cocoa and a cinnamon raisin bagel with chive and onion cream cheese :)

Irish - I'm sorry that Megan's bf's grandmother passes away, but I'm that's good that you get to see Wolfgang.

Presh - I'm so sorry that your dad is staying there. I'm glad that your mom took the week off, to help pull you out of your depression, that's great. I really do hope that you start to feel better soon.

Rents are fighting!! How to cope?? Can I hide with you?

Yum Irish thanks I'm so hungry.... Pass the pancakes if you would. ..

Glad Wolfgang is coming by....

Precious glad to hear you got into see your therapist keep that lovely chin up! So glad you are all here you esp Joneszy!

I'll make pancakes and waffles if they haven't already been made

Presh - I'm sorry :/ you can come hide with me...... I'm not really hiding, but I'll help you hide.

MayB - Hey :) it's good to see you too.

Thanks for the pancakes & waffles, Presh :)

Good to see everyone!

I'm super hungry so I'm here for a second helping!

Precious it's OK to do what you need.... As long as your safe and your safe here with us.... Except I just spilled some maple syrup let me clean that up!

Joneszy thanks for being here too I hate eating alone!

Whoops, I'll get a wet sponge and help you clean up the maple syrup, so we don't attract ants.

No problem :)

I'm hiding in my room and hoping that they keep it down. I just told my mom that my psyche can't handle it. That being said I don't care how really on the day out is I'm breaking out the tequila