wow back on meds came today  mania broke last night and ate slept a couple hrs   felt so much better after i ate i do not kniw how long i stopped eating was so weak massive headache   eating chicken wings  only thing i want and can eat so that iswhat i am doing   lost so much weight  wanted to lose my belly from the zyprexa dd but lost everywhere else i am small not that short but always underweight so i feel better

the visteral kicked in right away and is taking the edge off until yprexa starts wiorking again   the voices were not that bad i kepot busy to keep them at bay  even though i stopped sleeping i did manage to lay down a couple of hrs at a time so i did get some rest   the enegy was so high that when i was outside talking with neighbors i stood instead of sitting and walked constantly  that is god but it was too mucch i could not stop

but over until tomorrow actually thuirs  so have to get ready for it again   did not spend any money  which i managed to control  i have been makig  needlepoint bookmarks to get my mind off of what i was feeling so i kept busy and it diod lift