Started an art project. Every time I want to kill or severely harm myself, I pour the vividly negative emotions into a drawing instead, and by the time I'm happy and healthy again I will have a beautiful collection of pictures of varying degrees of fucked-up-ness that I can either keep as a homage to my "demon days" of deep depression or I can potentially sell and use to fund a mental illness/suicide awareness project or charity.

I'm sort of a concept artist and my camera's shit quality so I cannot post photos of my drawings on the internet for a while, sadly. /:

Got a couple drawings done today and successfully dodged a cutting episode, so you could say the project is a success thus far!