Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I need a safe place to vent so i appreciate the ears....
I work with a person who is a passive aggressive....negative...rude and selfish beotch. Just BEING around her makes me want to scream.
I am also having alot of health issues. I haven't slept a full night in weeks. Also for the past several weeks, i get a fever and aches EVERY night for about three hours. The pain in my legs is horrible. I have also been having bad stomach pain and near constant diarrhea (sorry for the tmi). I feel as if i may be having thyroid issues again (i am hypothyroid which TOTALLY messes with the whole bipolar issue. I am also a survivor of two rare cancers. So i am pretty much a mess.
And if all THAT isn't enough, i have a totally unsupportive and dysfunctional family. I was abused physically and mentally as a kid. Although they can't hit me physically anymore, they still hit me emotionally which is probably just as bad if not worse. My father is very critical of my weight problem and our communications generally revolve around HIS MONEY OR HIS LATEST diet....i have been limiting face to face communication with him and his wife...i also have issues with my mother and her husband and i limit my exposure to them as well. Last weekend my niece came up to spend time with my father and his wife for a week and a half and i have gone over to their house so i could see her. . I have had WAYY TOO MUCH FAMILY EXPOSURE? my sister (niece's mother) has come up to go camping with her boyfriend for the next week. They just hit town tonight and i really don't want to see her. She always judges me...she's JUST LIKE our father. My father favors her cuz she has a great job and makes good $$$ unlike myself..i am barely maki g ends meet. I just don't know what to do about all of this hurtful, negative crap in my life. I have become so stressed that i have been eating horribly and havegotten way off track with going to the gym. I just hate everything about my life. I don't know WHY i even survived cancer...for what....this?? I spend many of my days wishing it would come back so i could just die. Nothing has any meaning anymore. I am very depressed.
I guess that is all for now. Ty for listening. I appreciate it!
I work with a person who is a passive aggressive....negative...rude and selfish beotch. Just BEING around her makes me want to scream.
I am also having alot of health issues. I haven't slept a full night in weeks. Also for the past several weeks, i get a fever and aches EVERY night for about three hours. The pain in my legs is horrible. I have also been having bad stomach pain and near constant diarrhea (sorry for the tmi). I feel as if i may be having thyroid issues again (i am hypothyroid which TOTALLY messes with the whole bipolar issue. I am also a survivor of two rare cancers. So i am pretty much a mess.
And if all THAT isn't enough, i have a totally unsupportive and dysfunctional family. I was abused physically and mentally as a kid. Although they can't hit me physically anymore, they still hit me emotionally which is probably just as bad if not worse. My father is very critical of my weight problem and our communications generally revolve around HIS MONEY OR HIS LATEST diet....i have been limiting face to face communication with him and his wife...i also have issues with my mother and her husband and i limit my exposure to them as well. Last weekend my niece came up to spend time with my father and his wife for a week and a half and i have gone over to their house so i could see her. . I have had WAYY TOO MUCH FAMILY EXPOSURE? my sister (niece's mother) has come up to go camping with her boyfriend for the next week. They just hit town tonight and i really don't want to see her. She always judges me...she's JUST LIKE our father. My father favors her cuz she has a great job and makes good $$$ unlike myself..i am barely maki g ends meet. I just don't know what to do about all of this hurtful, negative crap in my life. I have become so stressed that i have been eating horribly and havegotten way off track with going to the gym. I just hate everything about my life. I don't know WHY i even survived cancer...for what....this?? I spend many of my days wishing it would come back so i could just die. Nothing has any meaning anymore. I am very depressed.
I guess that is all for now. Ty for listening. I appreciate it!
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...
If I were you I'd get to the doctor.... It sounds like somethings going on that needs to be addressed..
Families can be difficult at times... Boundaries and limits are the best I can think of... If it's always an upsetting time sometimes breaking contact is the best decision... But none of it is easy and it's very painful to have those you love lash out in mean spirited ways
I hope you feel better I see this was written a few days ago....xo
Can relate to the messed up family and trying to figure all that out myself. Drug addict sister that verbally abuses me. Yes, sometimes that can be worse. I totally agree with everyone here, a doctor could be a good idea. Hope things cheer up for ya and think "happy place, happy place"