Big hug for you and a blessing..... I am so very sorry for your loss.... This is very new and you must be feeling very raw right now..... I don't think loss of those we love dearly is something that we ever 'get over'.... It's something that we find a way to work through and eventually the pain becomes lesser and we can celebrate their life as well as mourn their death.... It will take time though to get to that place.....xo

thank you I need my friends right now. I also have a sister who just came out of the hospital she had to have her kidney removed and the cuff of the bladder do to cancer. I cant talk to her she is going through her own troubles. She was not able to go to his funeral. Thank you so much for your kind words.

I'm so sorry for your loss. :(

So sorry to read about your loss. My mom passed away from Parkinson's disease last December 26 th, 2015. This past Christmas was the first one without her. It will take time. You'll always miss them, but eventually you'll be able to recall good memories too.

I'm am so very sorry. I lost my youngest brother five years ago. What you are feeling.....crying all the time, is understandable. So is the loneliness understandable. My bro used to call me every single night.......that's even I'm most lonely ......when those calls don't come. I always say grief is like a roller coaster ride of emotions.....but somehow we find a way to on. Take all the time you need to grieve....even talk to a professional if you need to. I did. I also sought out a grief group. For me....it helped to know that what I was thinking and feeling was normal. Hugs....

I am so sorry for your loss. I also just lost my brother Dec 17th. I cry all the time and feel such a sense of confusion. I know how you feel. Your not alone.

thank you so much I just feel all alone he was my older brother and I miss him so. I know we all go through this but he went in for a stent and the drs hit an artery and he became brain dead. He was on like support for 2 days and then he left on his own.