Bereavement Support Group
Are you grieving the loss of a loved one? Whether you lost someone recently or it's been years, grief and its accompanying emotions can be complicated to cope with. Join our online support group to connect with a supportive group of people who really know how you feel. Help is right here.
Hello Everyone ,
I'm new to the site and figured I would start out by sharing my story ...
On June 21st, 2019 I lost my fiance . We were together for 4 years and let me tell ya those were the best 4 years of my life. Joe was the most amazing man I have ever met ! He was more than just my fiance.. he was my best friend, my better half, my person and my soulmate. The love we shared was something special ♡ We went through all the highs and lows together. I'm expecting our daughter ( Aubrey) September 23rd 2019
Joe like I said was one amazing man but, he also struggled with some demons his entire life . He was an addict which ultimately ended his life . On June 21st I came home in the morning from working an night shift to something no one could ever be prepared for . I found my fiance's body lying on the floor unresponsive. There are no words to describe the emotions I felt in that very moment. My whole entire world had been flipped upside down . The beautiful future we had planned together was no longer and option and some how I was going to have to figure out how to carry on without him .
2 months into my journey I still find it hard to breathe . I crave something I can't have . I have to deal with my fiance's death every moment of every day . I can say that it hasn't gotten any better I've just learned to get through the day one way or another... I lost the love of my laugh and I'll never be the same . My heart is empty.
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And I hope everyone is having a nice weekend.We're going to the Squatch Fest! (Bigfoot)
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So I have been having a lot of health issues and my cardiologist felt that he didn't get clear enough images of my heart in the office, so he wanted to do a Trans-esophegeal heart Echocardiocgram in the hospital. I was pretty nervous about it, because I've never had any procedures related to my heart or any other major organs. I've had knee surgery and thyroid surgery, but to me anything to do...
I feel like I'm never going to heal. I just finished crying my eyes out as tomorrow would have been her 75th bday. I hate this so much. It's so hard to stay strong but we must.
I'm very sorry for your loss. I know what your feeling as I lost my wife last year due to her addiction. This is very new for you. At 2 months, you're still in shock and yeah it's hard to breathe. It does get easier, but your right, it will not be the same. All I can say is right now try to remember to eat and sleep and take care of yourself. You have a little girl on the way. September 23 is a good date. My birthday too. Take care.
We have a Widows and Widowers board on here that's for people who've lost their life partners … It may be a supportive place for you
People on there are in different stages of healing.... Another hug
https://www.dailystrength.org/group/widows-widowers