I am 25, full time college student, a mother of two sons, and married to a recently unemployed husband (not the root of my problems, but it doesn't make it any easier). I lost my mother in march to cancer, she was my best friend, and partner in crime. She was in remission when the cancer came back and it took her very quickly within 2 months actually. I have had the hardest time handling it. I currently live in my parents house with my family, my younger brother, and my father. Not to mention I am the only woman in the house now. I understand men and woman have their own ways of showing emotions. But in this case, and I am the only in the house with visible emotions. It seems everyone else around me is moving on in a rapid pace but me. My dad has already started dating and I am having a hard time dealing with it. When I confront my dad about it, he looks at me like I am the crazy one, and pretty much gives me the ultimatum, that if I don't like it then I can move out. He wants me to respect his feelings, yet mine have become irrelevant. I have to hear all about the other woman, and how amazing she is, as he flaunts her around and brags about all the places he wants to take her, and he even had the nerve to tell me that she wanted to have a talk with me about how she isn't trying to replace my mother (the nerve); while at  the same time he is telling all of my mom's friends about all of her bad habits. And he is literally high-fiving anyone who is in agreeance with him right in front of me. I also confronted him about doing stuff like that in front of me and in public, and he again told "i can't tell him what to do", like a child. I am drowning with so much emotions. Everything is changing so quickly that I haven't even had time to really grieve like I want to. Every day this summer all my dad has us doing is getting rid of all of her stuff. He doesn't even want to look through it, he just wants to chunk it. They were married for 33 years and it almost seems like she was nothing to him. I have taken on a full role of the woman of the house with no say. Everyone wants me to help them with their issues, but no one  here wants to help or hear me out. My mom and I used to talk to one another all the time, and when I try to have a conversation with my husband I really never get a true response because he doesn't really relate, and he is pretty stressed out about his unemployment issues. I do have an older sister, but she lives a very busy life out of state. I try to talk to my brother, but he never really wants to be bothered by anything that pulls him away from his video games, or that makes him show any emotions. Lastly I try to talk to my dad and he either never wants to hear me out or after a few minutes of me talking to him he will literally come out and ask me "are you still talking?' There is just truly too much heartache for one post.