Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
My paranoia is escalating wildly here in the second month of the Corona Isolation. What can I trust here in Global Coronaville? I want to trust that there are still humans behind those properly masked social distances, buttttttaaaaa. . . The effort has made me feel like I'm trapped in "The Invasion of The Body Snatchers." I find myself unable to trust even that. My most trusted research sites are as conflicted as the two-penny debate circus playing on the mainstream sites.
Thoughts on Trust in Coronaville?
I trust than an unprecedented historical event is in the making and has already created indelible changes to our cultural norms. I trust that in 20 years ^it^ will be remembered in terminology which has yet to hit the mainstream vernacular.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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First, I hope everyone is doing well, and continuing to fight that good fight! Keep up the great work on yourselves; I'm rooting for all of you!So, I started doing therapy at the beginning of the year, when I was in my most depressed state, but with my therapist, I made big changes and steps in the right direction. But, over a month ago, she couldn't take my insurance anymore, and I had to stop...
There will eventually be a vaccine and this will all be a thing for the history books. In the meantime, we have to somehow find as many ways as possible to stay present and go with the flow.
I still can't look upon your mask, etc., without reliving medical trauma and/or feeling the Proper Social Distancing I learned as a child prostitute in the late 60's and early 70's.
Sorry to report that I am one of the selfish ones you disdain. I stand humiliated in your harsh and proper judgement. Again. Some things never change.
Prayers in progress. . . Prayer gives me something to do when there is nothing I can do.
But back to the paranoia. My crazy side is on edge screaming this is all been planned and citizens are under attack by the elites. I try not to dwell on this because I can really spiral but its hard to ignore for me at least.
I hope you and the rest of us get through this with our sanity intact
My paranoia keeps cycling to alien invasion scenarios. Are those masks hiding alien mouths? Could **They** at least learn the local language before immigrating? I sure the fuck ain't understanding what comes out of those masked mouths of whatever origin, by whatever name.
Sanity intact? Was sanity available in the traditional Proper Social Masking of pre-corona? For sure, **I** didn't have allot of sanity to work with before the crowning and The Proper Folk always made the meanest Janes and Johns in the kiddie whorehouses of my youth.