Due to anxiety or mental health? Why? I reworded it.

UMmmm yes. All the time.

Hi EuphoricBliss,
It's nice to meet you and thank you for your comment. So you get these thoughts all the time. Sorry to hear. What that's go through your mind?

I meant, What thoughts go through your mind?

Yes. It's usually linked to perceived financial insufficiency and instability. I know God or the universe are providing, just barely, are enabling me to squeak by, pay my bills, but I feel like I should be making and saving a whole lot more money. It's almost like someone or something doesn't want me to get too far ahead, lest my ego, greed and lust get the better of me. Perhaps this is true, but I'd also like to be generous with my money, bless loved ones with it, tip generously, etc.!

Hi koolman,
It's very nice to meet you. Times are tough for everyone right now. With the loss of jobs the world is very unsettled. Trust me your not the only one in this situation. God does see what you are going through and he will get you through anything. Pray on it. That's nice that your a generous person. I always say it's better to give then receive. It gives me a good feeling to make someone happy when I can. You sound like a very generous and kind person. That's very good qualities to have. Thank you for your comment and I wish you all the best. Italianmomma4ever

Dunno. . . I believe my mental illness has more to do with the way I process information than in how the output is judged. An unworthy thought which should be easy to toss aside has a way of haunting me to the point of distress. For example, logically, I know there are humans behind the Coronaville masks but all I can see is cowardly liars and surgical team imitators ready to cut me on purpose and call it, "Minor." What's logic got to do with ^it^?

Hi Arfie,
What do you mean you don't know? Lol
You always have a answer. Lol
I think a lot of it is the way we think and how we process it.. I can have some crazy thoughts that are so unrealistic that it will bug the hell out of me. The mask people bug the hell out of me too. I'm so sick of seeing those masks as you would say cowardly liars too. I like that "Surgical team imitators". That's exactly what they look like. Lol. Thank you for your comment. It's always good to hear from you. Italianmomma4ever.

And Arfie don't let them cut you either. Lol
I'm sure you can handle yourself. Take it easy. Italianmomma4ever.

Yes. I can be quite irrational when Ky anxiety or fear Kick in.

Hi Kenfused,
It's very nice to meet you and thank you for commenting. Sorry to hear about your irrational thoughts.I think with anxiety it can make you feel very fearful and that's when you start thinking all these crazy things. I know for me it does. It's sometimes hard to shake those thoughts and feelings. I try to distract myself, but sometimes my mind works overtime and doesn't stop thinking. Well I hope you find a way to stop the irrational thinking. It can be a challenge. Stay positive. Have a great day!! Italianmomma4ever

And Kenfused,
I also read about what your going through with your wife. Just remember that's not your fault. That will also hurt your anxiety and feelings. Stay strong. And just take it day by day. The thoughts and feelings are hard for you to process right now. It's like a open wound. Time will heal all wounds. Take care. Italianmomma4ever

the higher my anxiety gets--the crazier my thoughts get--like believing that when I leave my house for the day I will come back to a pile of ashes...guessing it is mostly due to a low amount of seratonin in my brain--since the lexapro has set in, most of that stuff is gone--its kind of empty up there right now...lol....

Hi Hypergal,
That is a crazy thought. Lol I get some crazy thoughts too. Sometimes I think that somethings wrong with me or somethings bads gonna happen to me. And it doesn't. I think our brain plays tricks on us. Lol
I'm glad your medicine helps. So you say it's empty up there. I don't think so. You have a wild imagination. And I just think people with mental health issues go through this. Thanks as always for your comment. Much love to you my friend.❤️ Stay well. Enjoy the day

And Hypergal just remember the brain is a powerful organ that controls our thoughts and feelings. We all have one. It's just the way you process your thoughts and feelings.