Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
I always had a dream in my life. Moving away from Brazil, the country I born and lived for the last 32 years. I have a lot of reasons for that, but the most important is that I never fit here.
The things I like, my way of life, my thoughts, everything are so diferent from the local I live. And now I`ll have the oportunity of a new fresh start, and maybe find my place in life.
I have organize my life to this move all my life, and now, its almost time. And now, only now I`m starting to feel fear. And with the fear came the anxiety, and the most powerfull attack I ever had.
I was completely paralised with fear and anxiety for almost 3 days in bed. Of course my doctors already know about it.
I dont know if my fears are real or not. Sometimes I think they are, sometimes doesnt. I know this is anxiety and depression talking.
I really think that I will find a job, new friends, will be able to come get my dogs, and everything, but at the same time, I put all my efforts in these. Everything I had was sold for that. I`ll loose my stability, and my comfort zone. What I think is good. Specially because I will be away from my mother, and she is something that always hold me back and make my life miserable. She is one of those persons who says that I`m just faking my pain and I just complain and stuff.
But at the same time I`m in panic, of not finding anything and lose my life`s dream, thing that I hang myself into it along my life.
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Hey all, i know its been quite awhile since i posted on here. Its been a summer all right. Its been something else........... You know how they say not to open the can of worms? Well a few months ago i decided to find out what my due date would have been for my first baby, the one conceived by r***. My baby would have been due on March 4th of 2006. They would be 20 years old. I was R**** on June...
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My day...today...misplaced my debit card...didn't realize it until I got to the register after shopping to a full cart. Used a different debit card and pulled apart everything looking for missing debit card before I left parking lot. Got home, dropped keys. So now I have a missing debit card, missing keys. A full cartload to unload and put away. I got everything put away.Dumped purse for a...

i figure that if you aren't feeling fearful and anxious over a move of this magnitude, you aren't paying attention. the dangers are many and the reality NEVER falls together as easily as an idealized dream. for the most part, i enjoy those challenges, but they have brought me to my knees more than once on each of my grand adventures.
an adventure motto which has served me well is, "let the dream motivate. let reality dictate." the dream of seeing the world gets me through the tedious arrangements to get the show on the road. once the dream is in action, i let go of my dreamed ideals and work with what i actually encounter. the realities have yet to match up with the dreamed ideals.
steadying support while you decide what is right for your own adventure. i hope you will feel safe to vent freely and often here.