for 18yrs, my dad aka 'the sperm donor' was never in the picture. a week months ago, a cousin on my dads side reached out to me and gave me updates on whats been going on, on that side of the family, i wasn't very interested because that side never cared for me so why should i care for them? they brought up on how 'the sperm donor' was interested in meeting me. so for the past 2weeks, i've been tossing the idea back and forth, there's a part of me that doesn't want to because i know it would hurt my mother because he put all of us through a lot during the divorce but theres another part of me that really wants to because i'm so curious about what he's like now and also i think i want closure. i'm now on vaction and i know that he doesn't live too far from where i'm staying. today i reached out to him asking if he would like to meet for dinner some point this week and he agreed. i have such anxiety because i basically meeting up with a stranger who i share DNA with and who i havn't seen in 18yrs. i want to ask question but i have no idea what to ask.
For the last three years there has been an increase of leaks that were almost worth gathering sliding glass doors from the roadside to cover with. I really didn't have any idea how to manage this. I would let my family know that I was on the bucket brigade, so couldn't join them if it was raining. They tookit as me joking about a smallleak. It's an old house, 1926. So damage had to be repaired as...
The weekend's just begun. I just felt exhausted all day and it's raining now so I'll curl up with my tea :)