i have a friend she is close to my heart she had to move to the other side of town last year. We do not get to see one a other that munch and a few months ago she was told she night have lupus and i have not push seeing one one other becuase she has not felt that great, so for my b-day in the pass we go out have a few and just hang this year she drop by for like a hour than she had to leave which I understand she is not feeling well. So we both had a neighbor i had a falling out  with becuase of the way she trated my self and my friend. So this pass Sunday my friend comes over to this neighbor they go and hang out for like 5 hours, my Anxiety is kicking in i feel at times like what did i do that my friend she would not take the time to hang with me like for more than a hour on my b-day and feel like maybey I  should not feel this way becuase I am crying like a baby and but it hurts. I do not think my friend would do anything to hurt me, but it does