AnnaRT
Status: Life sucks
Mood:
Horrible
- The last days been hard and difficult for me , my eyes are tired of crying , my soul is tired too where is the old me I can't find the peace sometimes I want to put everything on my bags and runway from this stupid reality . I wish that I can wake...
- This whole situation is killing me , I can't stand this situation anymore ... Nobody understand me always are judging my actions , all I want is take my bags and leave my house .
- I open my heart with someone who didn't deserve my tears , I fell in love alone he always tell oh babe I love you with all my heart you are my queen , my princess I can't trust in him anymore , I'm a good girl and I think that I deserve someone...
- For now i'm sad and lonely , someone can explain me how you move on or hold your head up when you are dying ? I feel so lost sometimes all i want is die
- Suicidal thoughts are back , i can't stand this situation anymore , i'm alone in the world where are my "friends" ? I'm just wanna but this feelings away i can't handle this situation . I'm a shit i know but what i done to deserve this , oh Lord...
- When more happy you are depression come back and hit you down , but this time i'll fight with that feeling , the old me in this moment were crying or trying to kill myself '' Stars can't shine without darkness ''I'll be okay , i know
- Well today for me was an amazing day , i felt good the whole day this is for my a big step . Hope that i can have the same mood tomorrow This quote is for you'' Never stop believing in Hope because miracles happen everyday ''Have a good night angels
- Well i feel good for now in a few minutes things can change . But i learned about the pain in worst way , i'm feel unstoppable and strong i can fight with that feeling . What doesn't kill you make you stronger
- Not all days are sad , now i feel better , i've been listening music , reading books , studying and appreciating nature , makin' things that me make feel good Let me leave this amazing quote " Hope is being able to see that there is light...
- Always people ask me , why are you listening music all the time ? The music are the words that i can't say . One day i'll scream out and this day i'll be free . My soul want to be free
- My mom always tell that Why are crying again? You are in a bad path , the first step of madness is depression , , my father don't support me he is in silence when I need to talk with him and after that they asking me why are you different . Great...
- You tell me hold your head up cause when you fall, you gotta get up and move on , what they know about my life or my history , yes you know my name but you don't know nothing about me , You don't that I have a lot of invisible scars , I have to...
- I don't have time for lose with someone who doesn't love me , I'm done this whole situation is killing me , I'm a person with a lot of problems , I have depression , I'm studying , working and he is ruining me I can stand this situation anymore ....
- I'm seeing someone who doesn't have idea that I have depression problems , I'm scare that when he knows this situation he leaves me , I'll trust that he loves me more than everything and he will help me
- I really need a break , I need to find myself again