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I usually will have a break down about once a week.  The usual uncontrollable crying anxiety attack.  Most of the time it happens in the shower or while I'm getting myself cleaned up or...

I haven't done this in a LONG time!!  I figure I need to get it out! I have been going through so many downs lately that I can't focus on what is important anymore.  I should be in the prime of my...

It's been a week since my epidural shot and it has done absolutly NOTHING, in fact, my pain is worse!  I don't think that the epidural has anything to do with that, it may be from the Lupron...

Talked with a friend of mine tonight and she had an idea of bringing together local musicians to start a "holiday band".  I spoke with my DH ( Brad ) about it, all though he is too busy with his own...

I know it seems weird but I'm happy I'm done with Lupron. ( of course it's not done with me just yet ) With everything that has been happening, I'd rather just deal with the pain and not the...

So I called to get a prescription refill and my GP says to talk to my gyno.  So I do and he gives me 2 options, hysterectomy or the pain clinic.  I of course chose pain clinic beause I am in no way...

So as I was leaving a message for my gynos RN to call me back so that I can talk to her about my memory loss and inablitiy to focus, I get my "period".  Now, I know it's not my actual period, I just...

Well, I left work in tears tonight!  I can't handle these side effects of the Lupron!  I sat in a dark and empty dining room the last 20 minutes of my shift because I couldn't even think about...

I managed to work last night, which can be busy.  Wasn't as busy as it usually is and thank goodness!  I think I would have ended up crying in a corner!  I had a hard time keeping up on things and...

I got my period 2 days early this month which isn't all that bad in itself but  the pain was EXTREME!!! Last night  I was forced to call in sick at my job which lost me around $150 that I really...

Had my appointment with my GP yesterday and it left something to be desired, to say the least.  I went in with complaints about my side pain getting much worse and she felt it to be muscle related...

Had a good long talk with Mother and she has a way with her, she is like sugar, helps the medicine go down.  My Mother is a very good listener since she can't always be here with me.  We can talk...

Burst into tears at work today.  I'm not sure if my hormones are taking over or if I'm at my wits end from this pain.  The pain is unusually worse today, I can't seem to wrap my head around...

I think I'm actually looking foward to starting Lupron!  Even though I'm reading many disappointing results on here lately, I'm sick of pain!  The Rx pain meds work "pretty" good, I just am...

I usually will have a break down about once a week.  The usual uncontrollable crying anxiety attack.  Most of the time it happens in the shower or while I'm getting myself cleaned up or...