Called in sick for work!

I got my period 2 days early this month which isn't all that bad in itself but  the pain was EXTREME!!! Last night  I was forced to call in sick at my job which lost me around $150 that I really needed to make rent this month!  Thankfully I have very understanding co-workers that covered me and I have a very understanding landlord at that! The thing that has me really upset and anxious is the fact that the new pain that my GP says is muscelular got worse when my period came!  I treated it with muscel relaxers and anti-inflamitory Rx and it did nothing.  I could hardly move and had a really hard time sleeping, even with the Rx sleeping pills.  I feel the new pain is endo related and it has me freaked out!  I of course will discuss this with my gyno but I have a bad feeling that he won't listen to me!  I could be wrong, I have been expecting the worst these days.  It is an old way of thinking for me, I figure if I expect the worst, then only the worst can happen!  I try to be optimistic but it's hard sometimes.  So far, I feel good about trying Lupron, but that may just be the "let's just get it over with" attitude. All I can do is keep my fingers crossed!