Sick of pain!

I think I'm actually looking foward to starting Lupron!  Even though I'm reading many disappointing results on here lately, I'm sick of pain!  The Rx pain meds work "pretty" good, I just am becomeing  brain dead.  I am loosing clairity.  I try to not take the meds, but the pain over rules.  I am hopeful for this next plan of attack!