ChrisK

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  New Friend

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/02/2016

  ChrisK became friends with faye1234.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/07/2016

  ChrisK became friends with thebestdeceptions.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/03/2016

  ChrisK commented on the discussion Gift of Life?.

• Depression
  

  Gift of Life?

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Last Reply: ChrisK 09/03/2016

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  On Saturday, I will have a 1 yr anniversay of a failed suicide attempt. Some may call it luck, or fate, and some, like myself, will call it devine intervention that I'm still here. The thing is, as blessed as I am and should feel, I don't feel it. Frankly, I don't feel anything. I have managed to fail at damn near everything in the last 12 months. I have not addressed my problems, I have hidden and ran from them. I have lied to my wife about taking my meds, and lied to her concerning other...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/01/2016

  ChrisK joined the group Depression.

• Liars Anonymous
  

  What Happened To Me???????

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Last Reply: lyinglucy 09/02/2016

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  I am constantly lying to my wife and family. I tell her "I will take care of it." The reality is, I have no intentions of taking care of it, I just want it to go away. Well, it doesn't go away, it only gets worse. I feel alone, scared, ashamed, distgusted, and a failure. I struggle everyday with wanting to be here. On Saturday, I'll have a 1 yr anniversary of attempting suicide. It's really hard to find the positive of still being here. My actions, my lying, has created this. I just want to to...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/01/2016

  ChrisK joined the group Liars Anonymous.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: ChrisK

  Posted: 09/01/2016

  ChrisK became friends with TeamDS.