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  my message to all abusers

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  Last Reply: LuckyEmpath 02/14/2017

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  “For all you abusers out there we are so much better than you could ever hope to be.  While the fires of hell consume your soul, I will watch in sadness for all that is lost and for all that could have been had you got the help you need.  For the pain you have caused and lives you have cost.  And yes I will feel sad for you too.  God didn't make evil souls and you chose the path that we victims didn't.  You may have been abused or not.  You may be evil or not.  But it is certain you...

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  Chapter 4 Whole again.

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  Posted: 02/13/2017

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  4 ERNIE THE VISIBLE-INVISIBLE MANI struggled trying to decide if I should include a chapter about my primary abuser.  Although this is a short chapter, the information it contains will give you a snapshot profile of a predator.  For this reason, I decided it is important to include a chapter about my primary abuser as I saw him, this led to some interesting discoveries.Ernie was twenty-four years older than me and in his thirties when he started attacking me.  I have no doubt Ernie was...

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  The Boy Warrior.

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  Last Reply: jas4159 01/26/2017

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  The Boy Warrior:You came as a thief in the night. A Cowards heroics. And took all that was dear to me, Never asking just taking.You followed in the shadows all the days of my life, But, now I see you, no more places for you to hide,.You were the monsters chasing me in my dreams, And will no more.For out of the ashes of the life you took, Came something you cannot take. The courage of a child! The love of a child!Or the spirit of a child!Yes you took so much.And still you follow and...

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  Posted: 12/09/2016

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  poem

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  Last Reply: LuckyEmpath 11/18/2016

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  The Boy Warrior:You came as a thief in the night.A Cowards heroics. And took all that was dear to me, Never asking just taking.You followed in the shadows all the days of my life, But, now I see you, no more placesFor you to hide,You were the monsters chasing me in my dreams, And will no more.For out of the ashes of the life you took, Came something you cannot take The courage of a child!The love of a child!Or the spirit of a child!Yes you took so much.And still you follow and torment Me in my...

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  whole again chapter 0ne

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  Last Reply: jas4159 02/07/2017

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  1 THE SERCH BEGINSSo long ago, distant memories, a life of disillusionment, sadness, disappointment and at times great joy.  We all have a story, so why is my story any more important than someone else's, I do not know.  Perhaps, because it is my story, or maybe I am looking for an absolution that can never come.  Or maybe it is just another attempt at putting my life in some sort of perspective.  I really do not know.  What I do know is I am compelled at the age of 55 to write this...

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 11/18/2016

  jas4159 joined the group Sexual Abuse.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 08/15/2016

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/15/2016

  jas4159 became friends with TeamDS.