mrsdough

The razor i am a razor, i have been made for many thingsI am solid, i am shiny, and i can make someone feelbetter about the way the look. But sometimes people don't use me to look betterthey use me...

Today i read on the news that in Michigian there was a teenager that was admitting that he had sex with a 3 year old!  His dad took it badly took his son out to the front yard and shot him...

Hey all, apparently there has been some problems with a person on here with the screen name ADLER234639, and he's be doing some damage and being quite cruel, please be on the look out for him, i...

OK BEFORE I GET STARTED ONCE AGAIN I AM GOING TO REMIND EVERYONE THIS ISN'T A USUALY JOURNAL ENTRY AND THIS IS SOMETHING THAT HAS MADE ME FEEL HATRED, AND IT IS A VERY STRONG JOURNAL ENTRY SO PLEASE...

This last week has tested my coping skills and i am afraid i have failed.  It started when my sister started in about my nephews birthday party which i mentioned in the previous entry, but it has...

I had a thought yesterday, as i was going through some old pictures and getting a good feeling from them as i was looking at them, and i thought, through all this pain and hurting there was something...

This is just not my day I am trying to get my life into shape and it feels like its going down the crapper, I had one good day and now i'm lost.  I lost my refuge because we were expecting a lot of...

Yesterday I had a good day, and i was hoping that i could maybe have two days in a row in which they were good.  But i guess those days are still yet to come, I woke up this morning with a dream...

I have done a lot of thinking over the last couple of days and one of the things that my shrink said i needed was a refuge where i could be at peace and content and just be at a place where i wasn't...

For sometime now i have been trying to figure out how to allow people into my own private hell, trying to reach out in the best way i know how, so I would put up a status on Facebook and hope people...

The last couple days have been rough, my husband has been not feeling well, and i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders again.  My nightmears have been getting worse, and worse, and i...

The nightmares just don't go away, the bad feelings in the morning just isn't the right way to start the day, i send my husband to the couch because i'm kicking and shaking the bed so much, and the...

I woke up this morning and it was a dark morning, i lay in bed and said to myself what's the freakin point to get up, why am i trying, nothing feels good, nothing seems worth living for.  But once...

My anxiety is through the roof, and i'm not sure why, i'm not doing anything, i'm just trying to keep my mind occupied but it doesn't seem to help, my stomach is killing me, and i want to cut, i want...

Things just seem to be strange, I take my meds everyday and nothing seems to work.  The urge to cut myself never seems to be far from my mind.  I want my life back I want to be happy and content...