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Loneliness has officially got the better of me. I have no friends now and probably won't ever. Not truly as the best friendships are made in your youth, it's a known fact of life.The best years...

I was expecting to write a few paragraphs on what it was like and what I might get out of it in the future. But I only have one word, underwhelming. I knew miracles were not going to happen after...

I feel like I'm in a daze, everything in the last few months has been a haze for the most part. I've been conscious but not 'there', I can't take this purgatory anymore. Either I get 'well' soon or I...

Maybe not everyone likes that, but is this not a place where we can express ourselves freely? our thoughts flowing as we see them, even if the words and views expressed are not pleasant.I don't if...

I wish I'd done it years ago though. It's probably too late for any real benefits though. Too much time has passed, experiences become limited. My cards are marked and I'll remain behind in life and...

Is it really so selfish? I want to empathise, listen, try to help etc, but it's so hard when you've got problems of your own. 

I see people out enjoying themselves and it brings out emotions of jealously, envy and more. I wish I was them, I wish I truly had the choices they have.Tonight, I will probably read and drink a few...

https://thethoughtsofadepressionsufferer.wordpress.com/2016/09/13/depression-the-silent-killer/That's my first effort, feel free to react to it if you wish. I'm hoping it'll help me.

Even if I get what I want, will it be a true victory? will I be delighted I've finally got what I want, probably not. The best years are gone, nothing I can do.

But I can't, you might dismiss it as a crush, but in the long term, it'll be the case. But it sucks balls, I thought I'd won the lottery, but I was too late, story of my life. Maybe one day I'll get...

When you've nothing to brag about. Any victory, no matter how minor needs to shown off. Humility is for the successful.

It kills you inside, especially as she was completely perfect for me. I've tried to get over it, and I've even chatted to a few nice people who I could enter a relationship with, but whilst they were...

They only serve to remind me how lonely I really am. *sighs*

I don't think it's too much to ask is it?! :(

I've only spoken to her online, albeit very briefly.  I think she's 'the one'. But here's the problem, she lives in another country and she's taken. Yet, I can't get her out of my mind. She's...