Aryanrod

I'll be seldom visit ds now, The reason, they found some damn virus in our office cpu.So we're not allowed to surf net now. So if i want to log in to ds, i'll need to go to neighbour town for an...

So i survive yesterday without cutting.. It's quite surprising, since i'm locked up alone in my room,with my razor blade in my hand and feel perfectly want to die. But i decided to sms a friend,...

I want to cut..it's so hard to breathe..May i cut, should i, can i?I want to die..Why.. Just when i thought i'm going to get better, everything collapse in a wink..I want to feel a hug, a real hug,...

Yesterday i didn't cut. Wow... i really passed the day.It's really hard when i'm alone in my room,But i try to cope with anything else. I read, take a bath, watch dvd, listening to music, chat and...

huufft...Get a life, I need to get a life..What kind of life?Is there any problem that I have actually solved?Am I ever really do anything to get what I wanted?What have I done and achieved for...

Once again, the buried problem arise, cause it was never solved from the first place. The difference is, I'm tougher now, I'll stay still, I won't run away and cry in my own world.I'll cry in the...

A year has passed, oh, wow..Would love to celebrate it with a chocolate and hot drink with someone.oh nevermind. Don't even remember the last time that i SI.Well, l'll just do my best and leave the...

2weeks healed, wew. i list out a series goals on my book, and i'm getting a lot better but still moody.dunno what to do with this one, sigh. nothing muct to write, oh yeah, wanna thanks mae, my...

My leg is damn hurt. But i'm not sure which one is more hurt,my leg, my heart or my pride. I hope my leg's pain will stay a bit longer so i won't need to cut again. I love the pain i felt when i'm...

I'll be seldom visit ds now, The reason, they found some damn virus in our office cpu.So we're not allowed to surf net now. So if i want to log in to ds, i'll need to go to neighbour town for an...

So i survive yesterday without cutting.. It's quite surprising, since i'm locked up alone in my room,with my razor blade in my hand and feel perfectly want to die. But i decided to sms a friend,...

I want to cut..it's so hard to breathe..May i cut, should i, can i?I want to die..Why.. Just when i thought i'm going to get better, everything collapse in a wink..I want to feel a hug, a real hug,...

Yesterday i didn't cut. Wow... i really passed the day.It's really hard when i'm alone in my room,But i try to cope with anything else. I read, take a bath, watch dvd, listening to music, chat and...