Aryanrod

Do you know what do I want to do? I want to :1. Make you smile2. Make you laugh3. Make you surprised4. Make you touched5. Make you sastified6. Make you feel comfortable7. Make you feel secured8. Make...

To : Future meFrom : yourself on 22 y.oHowever you are now, whatever you have done, I'll still love you and faith in you.'Cause us human, tend to err, forgive yourself, let it go, and learn from it,...

Met a man, felt like.. I've finally found him, the other half of my heart.But.. how can one be so sure? not even me..Even if I can turn back times, I know that I'll still choose him out of all the...

Once again, the buried problem arise, cause it was never solved from the first place. The difference is, I'm tougher now, I'll stay still, I won't run away and cry in my own world.I'll cry in the...

A year has passed, oh, wow..Would love to celebrate it with a chocolate and hot drink with someone.oh nevermind. Don't even remember the last time that i SI.Well, l'll just do my best and leave the...

2weeks healed, wew. i list out a series goals on my book, and i'm getting a lot better but still moody.dunno what to do with this one, sigh. nothing muct to write, oh yeah, wanna thanks mae, my...

My leg is damn hurt. But i'm not sure which one is more hurt,my leg, my heart or my pride. I hope my leg's pain will stay a bit longer so i won't need to cut again. I love the pain i felt when i'm...

I'll be seldom visit ds now, The reason, they found some damn virus in our office cpu.So we're not allowed to surf net now. So if i want to log in to ds, i'll need to go to neighbour town for an...

So i survive yesterday without cutting.. It's quite surprising, since i'm locked up alone in my room,with my razor blade in my hand and feel perfectly want to die. But i decided to sms a friend,...

I want to cut..it's so hard to breathe..May i cut, should i, can i?I want to die..Why.. Just when i thought i'm going to get better, everything collapse in a wink..I want to feel a hug, a real hug,...

Yesterday i didn't cut. Wow... i really passed the day.It's really hard when i'm alone in my room,But i try to cope with anything else. I read, take a bath, watch dvd, listening to music, chat and...

Once again, the buried problem arise, cause it was never solved from the first place. The difference is, I'm tougher now, I'll stay still, I won't run away and cry in my own world.I'll cry in the...

A year has passed, oh, wow..Would love to celebrate it with a chocolate and hot drink with someone.oh nevermind. Don't even remember the last time that i SI.Well, l'll just do my best and leave the...

2weeks healed, wew. i list out a series goals on my book, and i'm getting a lot better but still moody.dunno what to do with this one, sigh. nothing muct to write, oh yeah, wanna thanks mae, my...

My leg is damn hurt. But i'm not sure which one is more hurt,my leg, my heart or my pride. I hope my leg's pain will stay a bit longer so i won't need to cut again. I love the pain i felt when i'm...