Survive last night without cutting

So i survive yesterday without cutting.. It's quite surprising, since i'm locked up alone in my room,with my razor blade in my hand and feel perfectly want to die. But i decided to sms a friend, tell her how i feel, it's relieved me a lot.and i keep asking myself, 'do u really need to cut?', and i told myself 'no, i don't have to' So i keep almost cutting all night until i fall asleep, and this morning i felt so happy and proud coz i survive last night without cutting. Yay..!