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you know what's great about work? no one cares, you have to be effective. so If I can be effective I should be dead. I should be a burden on my family and society

it's not selfish.  My friend says it's selfish for people to commit suicide.  she had two friends kill themselves. one about 5 years ago, one a couple of weeks ago.  I saw it the next week. but...

I guess I have to take notes at the therapist because I can't remember the specific tools and things he wants me to do. pissed off the wife last night.  Drinking is failing me because if I do it too...

everything in moderation - that's my downfall. I can't keep an even keel.  Mood shifts, activity shifts, everything shifts and momentum overwhelms.

I don't know if this place can really help.  I fit and don't fit, worried my 'don't fit' will hurt others here.

it comes down to my behavior not reflecting what I agree to. I don't act on what I say I will.  I claim to 'not remember' and she says it's bullshit. it would be awkward, but maybe just a notepad...

cut cut cut, with this tiny little knife,cut cut cut, my tiny little life

everyone has struggles and no one want's to hear my bullshit.  I know that what any given individual faces is really really hard for them, even if it's not hard for the next guy. I get that..  I...

i think if I could find something that people wanted, likie I could help anything/anyone it would be good. but I can't even suppport my family.

you know what's great about work? no one cares, you have to be effective. so If I can be effective I should be dead. I should be a burden on my family and society

it's not selfish.  My friend says it's selfish for people to commit suicide.  she had two friends kill themselves. one about 5 years ago, one a couple of weeks ago.  I saw it the next week. but...

I guess I have to take notes at the therapist because I can't remember the specific tools and things he wants me to do. pissed off the wife last night.  Drinking is failing me because if I do it too...

everything in moderation - that's my downfall. I can't keep an even keel.  Mood shifts, activity shifts, everything shifts and momentum overwhelms.

I don't know if this place can really help.  I fit and don't fit, worried my 'don't fit' will hurt others here.

it comes down to my behavior not reflecting what I agree to. I don't act on what I say I will.  I claim to 'not remember' and she says it's bullshit. it would be awkward, but maybe just a notepad...