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I am finally sitting for a minute to put down a thought. The trip this past w/e was nice, but exhausting. I have so many things going on. We are planning our new hvac system...kinda' hot right now....

I figured out what was different here. When you write in your journal or where ever, everyone does not get to see you on the latest activity listing. That is a bummer. You are forced to put people on...

I am kinda bummed now seeing that either no one has written much here lately -or-there are some technical difficulties somewhere. Either way 'tis a total bummer. I actually enjoy seeing/hearing how...

Ok, I am so over the earlier stuff. My hubby is so good right now. He is checking on the boys and making sure they are having a good time without getting too loud and all. He really is the best.

I need to chill out with my anger right now. I am so mad. My husband just doesn't take care of things. I am helping my 11 yr old son set up the shed/pool house for his end-of-the-year pool party and...

Well, I have cut way back on sodium intake/dropped my Xyrem to beginners dose/didn't take my Provigil for 2 days (hard to get to and from work that way), but voila! My blood pressure is better. My...

Wow, I can't believe it's been since Sunday that I've written anything here. Right now I am trying to recover from an incident at work where a co-worker who I thought to be this quiet, reserved,...

Had a good day today. Hubby actually was kind and attentive to me. It is amazing how a small guesture sometimes can really make all the difference in the world. I know he puts up with alot from me,...

OK, so "Z" doc says I should go down a dose with my xyrem and see how it affects my blood pressure. Then down another dose and see. I have already taken it upon myself to start being pyscho about the...

I called my sleep doctor today and left him a message about everything that is going on with meds and me. The higher dose of Xyrem that I am not continuing with, the 2 sinus/throat infections that...

I called my sleep doctor today and left hime a message about everything that is going on with meds and me. The higher dose of Xyrem that I am not continuing with, the 2 sinus/throat infections that...

So here I am again with this major sinus/throat thing going on-sick as a dog. I had remembered seeing something listed under the Side Effects of Xyrem related to nose and throat so I went back to...

OK, so I wrote my husband an email about how I have been feeling-sad and very desperate. He starts acting extra nice to me but he says nothing about it. It was pretty "graphic" verbage. Kinda...

Sad again tonight. I am doing it again to myself. The mental torture thing. Nothing is right. Everything is messed up. I can't fix it. I want to not hurt inside, not feel sad. Why can't ...

Well, Saturday I did manage to clean the whole house! That always makes me so happy. Sunday I was still motivated enough to rearrange my entire bedroom all by myself. Ok ladies you try moving a king...