Had a good day today. Hubby actually was kind and attentive to me. It is amazing how a small guesture sometimes can really make all the difference in the world. I know he puts up with alot from me, but my current situation is not exactly how I planned my life to be either. I just have to try to come to terms with this before it eats away at me and nothings left. So many things are a 'catch 22', where the "N" wouldn't be so bad if I weren't so depressed all the time, and I wouldn't be depressed so bad if I weren't so fat currently, and I might not be so fat if I didn't hate my job so much right now, and hating my job and knowing I can't afford emotionally to change jobs right now makes me more depressed, and so on and so on. Do you guys feel this way too?HappyHappy-I swear I was today!