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- This could explain why my son has autism and why there is schizophrenia development in the young. http://psychcentral.com/news/2010/10/20/immune-response-offers-possible-insight-to-schizophrenia-autism/19690.htmlI had an infection in my amniotic...
- Morning guys!! I am up early, in pain. Fell yesterday evening on the front steps as they were slick from the rain. My left leg folded up under me and I landed, full weight, on top of it. I am sure I have pulled muscles in my thigh. I also have...
- Hello, boys and girls!! How ya doing? What're you up to? I ain't up to nothin. Just sitting here. Got back a little bit ago with Dillon from school. We stopped down at dad's on the way home. Jim had to drive us home from there because I sat...
- Morning guys!! How are ya? What's on the books for today? I am doing okay. Not in too much pain. The Seroquel is def helping me with my OCD as the pot has been too. Would like to start smoking on a daily basis again, but that gets expensive. ...
- Hey guys!! What's up? How are ya? I am just sitting here chillin. Smoked a little more and it again kicked that OCD/intrusive thoughts right in de kiester. Dillon has had a bad last few days. He is taking crying spells at almost anything and...
- Hey guys. How are yas? What are you up to today? I am doing okay. Sleepy and in pain is all. Don't go back to pain doctor until the 3rd. That is a busy day for me as it is payday and have to pay bills and run errands and then to the doctor. I...
- Hey guys!! What's up? How are ya? Whatcha up to? I am sitting here listenin to Afroman/Because I Got High. Just smoked a little penner. Took care of the OCD straight as hell. As much as any medicine does. I am about to go out on the porch...
- This song is to the little joint that I just smoked. It has blown the shit outta this shitty week. Enjoy!! What's your song Tribute??Afroman.................Because I got Highhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyt5tX8xzyo&feature=fvst
- Hey guys!! We may not be perfect, but let's celebrate ourselves today. From where we are. I ain't been doin so hot the last week or so, but I am going to celebrate my effort and determinatioin. You guys bolster me up in so many ways. Thanks for...
- Morning guys. How are ya today? What's on your agenda for this Sunday? I am doing okay. Sleepy this morning. Doing absolutely nothing today. Jim has to work for a few hours. Then this afternoon/evening, he will be loading some scrap metal to...
- Hey guys!! How are ya? What're up for you today? Any plans? I am just sitting here relaxin a bit. I am in pain. Absolutely nothing goin on. Jim is at work. Will probably go out for a drive after he gets home this evening. Dillon likes to...
- Hey guys!! Top o' the morning to you all. How are yas? What's up; for today? I am doing okay. Don't feel as desperate and down as I was yesterday. Yay!! Nothing on my agenda for today. Just gonna relax til hubby gets home from work and then...
- SIGH. I am a freakin nut case. I do not deserve to live with some of the thoughts that run loose in my head. I want to die. It is so painful to have your brain go haywire on some crazy shit and not to be able to stop it even while medicated. ...
- An original. Just wrote it. I hope you can relate.Here I am, stuck with my OCD. Trying not to let it get the best of me. The thoughts play nonstop in my head, making me wish that I was dead. I pray to God to take them away. But seem to get little...
- Kill me nowI don't deserve to live.Kill me now,My life I freely give.Kill me nowI never wanted it this wayKill me nowHow long do I have to prayFor you to kill me now?No. I am not suicidal and don't have a death wish. I just write dark stuff...