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I feel very weird tonight. I had to go to the Emergency Room because i was having chest pains. It was pretty bad. I sat in the waiting room for about 45 minuets and then i went back into the...

I'm so sick of this. NO on understands! I'm at my friends house, im on vacation and, i am loosing my mind!!!! It all started when the second night i got here i was seeing flashing images in my...

I see myself dead.I never had anything i ever wanted,Not even a smile or a hug,I never had anything i wanted,Not even a nice talk with a friend,All i ever wanted was for someone to care,someone to...

I think to myself all the time., Why do i care if im alone or not,and does it really matter.Why do i care so much,that at school, i eat lunch alone,Sit on the bus sometimes alone, walk home from the...

Well, Im 19 years old, and Ive been through a lot these past 2 years.From going to a piece of shit hick town in the middle of nowhere where ive experienced lots of bullshit events that have resulted...

Firstly this is a I am poem meaning everything that write in here is about myself, whether it be positive or negative, its about me.I am 19.I am childish and feel like a 10 year old at times.I am...

I wish i could feel normal again, like when i was 12, before i met the monster. He messed up my life. I met the monster when i was 13 at school, he gave me a note with a anonymous phone number on it...

Dear Brain. Please let me think and live like a normal person again. I want to be able to do things that normal people do, like type on the key board without hitting the backspace buttons so...

Well turns out i get to go back to school! Turns out the guy was wrong and i get to go back because i have an IEP (individual education Plan)! Im so happy right now. I get to redeem myself and prove...

Here we go again. with the not be able to think. God i cant take it when i cant think, it feels like my memory is stripped from me and its very anoyying. I cant stop paying attention to my body. Like...

Well,I still have the double vision, but its not as bad as it was yesterday it seems like its getting better even though i still have a headache and nausea everytime i wake up in the morning, which...

My mind is driving me absolutely nuts.I wake up everyday with a headache and double vision ever sence i took that peice of crap pill.Bullshit my ass that pill is supposed to work for my anxiety. I...

I am doing the best that i can but, this is getting hard. I don't know if i can hold this secret in any longer, and i am afraid to tell my aunt.