rpalmer1991
Status: If you knew the way to happiness, would you walk it alone or lead people to it? :)
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I'm with her...and im just.... im saying to myself, just leave me already..i know you dont love me...nobody loves me....just hurry up and hurt me already...and im crying wtf is wrong with me :'(
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im not alone :D :D :D :D :D and i never want to be, ive never been alone, ive just been blinded by pain and depression. THANKS to everyone whos been here for me, thats you Lauren and some other...
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i hate it...no-one understands me...i dont have any friends... i feel like shit..i might kill myself if it gets any worse.... idk even know why im writing this down....nobodies going to read it or...
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how do i fix a broken heart....i dont deserve love..... no-one should have to love me...im a vile person...i hate myself...
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im the biggest fucking idiot in the world....
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the girl who dumped me a few days ago just came on msn and said i left her...apparently i have commitment issues... its not fair ffs, why is it ALLWAYS MY FAULT FOR EVERY FUCKING THING! sorry for...
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today! has been a great day! il categorise why! Number one is to do with my dad, Number two is to do with a girl! Number one.my dad called up, said hes sorry for hurting me, and told me he loved me...
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Reading my past journals and I can't believe how weak I was, well, things change~
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I have been so gloomy for awhile, and i could have easily cut myself but i didnt..i relied on my friends, ive saved my friends relationship... And the girl of my dreams..shes told me shes inlove...
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I've realised how much trouble ive caused for alot of members here, and ive realised how much trouble ive caused people in real life, im running away from my home soon and im not coming back on here...
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i got drunkk and i lost my frist jisss and she didnt wanr to kiss meee om a bad person and no1 likes mee....i should just kill myself now...
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gone...like everyone else...
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she said she loves me =]
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im sitting here im crying...i hate myself, ive got nothing to live for, if i get anymore depressed im gunna do it and i dont want any fake sympathy of anyone...i get enough of that from real...
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When i get drunk i do stupid things, i just hope i don't remember them... pissed off with myself and im sick of my life atm, gunna drink this whiskey and vodka and listen to music.. night night.
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