Things change...

I have been so gloomy for awhile, and i could have easily cut myself but i didnt..i relied on my friends, ive saved my friends relationship... And the girl of my dreams..shes told me shes inlove with me and shes rich..and she wants me to travel around europe for 6 months with her whilst she finds ideas on how to write her book...i think im going to say yes, im going to travel with her and maybe il be better :) Just saying im back and sorry for my idiotic behaviour, i love you all :)