ristaystrong2

So I haven’t posted on here in a while, but I wanted to post an update over the last month my anxiety had increased a lot. I was on a med for it for a year that I didn’t feel really helped much...

I had the PAO Surgery (Periacetabular Osteotomy) Which is when they cut around the bone and reposition the socket basically and they put 3 screws in. The recovery is hard because I can't put any...

Well..The day has come finally I'm having the surgery on my hip for the hip dysplasia and labral tear, altogether it's about a 4 hour surgery and it's really early in the morning tomorrow. I'm hoping...

It's getting close to my surgery day to correct my hip dysplasia and the labral tear that I have so it's a big hip surgery and i'm really hoping everything goes well I'm sure it will. It's almost...

So when I was younger there use to be a lot of yelling and so whenever there is yelling I break down crying and I went to EMDR therapy for my trauma with it and it worked but I still get so many...

I wrote this song called Losing You let me know what you think Losing You By Riah Verse 1: I don't know what's going on in your mind But I know your having a rough time Lately your the only one...

So my mom and I decided that it might be good for me to go do EMDR Therapy. Has anyone had this before and know what it's like? I know it helps with anxiety and trauma, which I've been dealing with...

So when I first went to college I only did for 3 weeks which I've explained why before, because of it being all too much and couldn't keep up in  a 4 year college. few months later I decided to do...

So this guy that I was friends with Yes Charlotte you know this guy I'm talking about, He had told me he liked me and I didn't like him back that way only as a good friend and then out of the blue he...

So I don't know why but when guys start to flirt with me I get very nervous because of some past things when guys were just friends with me because they wanted to date me but then turned really mean...

This girl that I went to high school with well I'm in college she was only a year behind me and we have been on and off again friends she was bullying me for a good 2 years. She's been my friend...

I wish I could say that I was completely over this but I'm not. There are times at night when I'm just laying down and all the memories of the guys who have stalked me by harrassing me and by that...

When I was in High School of senior year getting ready to graduate when I had my closing meeting with the school district because I went to a special Ed school had a IEP. I was told by the school...

As I said in the last one I miss living with Charlotte now I just hate even being in my room alone i'm not use to it anymore. It was nice to come into a room and just have someone to talk to and...

I already miss living with Charlotte, it's not the same I feel I made the right choice but I feel so lonely now :(