time aint goin fast enough...

Oh my goshhhh...only 4 dayz till my app.?  wooo...glad i finally got it but dont want to think about it too much..sounds so stupid, partly going to get back on Ativan and it sure would be nice to have one to take before i go...tsss.  i will definitly be doing alot of self-talk the day of it.  grrrr.  just wish all this stupid shit would just go away and i could feel like i did yrs ago....a little stressed but no anxiety, no deppression, no tinnitus, no menopausal b.s.,.......so life goes on.
Hubby actually has tomorrow off, 3rd saturday in a row. woooo.  no, not too common.   Our plans..um..well one thing for sure is turn in a shit load of bottles. They have been stackin up for ages. I plan to use them for my lil get away to my hometown next week end. Saturday through Monday i do believe.  Will be staying at a girlfriends house instead of my older daughters. Her dad, my stupid ex(lol) and another one of his daughters in now living with her and the other daughter is due anyday..no place for me to sleep there anymore...kinda sad.
Well i am gonna chill with my hubby and a beer....later gaters...