psyko
Status: Why does life hate me! I just want this to be over
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- Hey, I haven't been on here in a LONG time and I actually like the new set up. I want to share my story about losing my job due to discrimination towards my mental illness Just wondering if anyone could relateLong story short I tried to explain to...
- If I accidentally make a mistake or get scolded it affects me more than the average person. It replays in my head like an instant replay over and over, and can't focus on anything else...this can last for days and even years.If you don't know what...
- I, like millions of people suffer from some sort of mental illness, and feel like people don't think of me as that "same" person before they knew about it. I can't control my emotions or actions sometimes, and people assume I'm "that'' person they...
- I've been doing ok for the past several months, but today I slipped. Today wasn't a bad day, but I guessed I gave into temptation and Cut (more like scratch myself). It honestly didn't hurt a bit cuz the blade was really sharp...Well a blade I made...
- Last week I was called to my supervisor's office and had a talk with them. They said I was threatening other employees. I knew what they were talking about, but I didn't think it would cost me my job.I explained to them that I had a mental illness...
- I know it's long, but it maybe help some people struggling right now or give inspirationToday I was working at the Y when I heard someone was down, not breathing, no pulse. I quickly ran over to see who it was and it was an instructors' mother. My...
- Reading your posts makes me feel like I'm not alone, but sometimes I wonder what started your depression??Mine is sorta long but the condensed version is thisWent to a Christian HS got bullied by students and teachers that made me feel like CRAP....
- I feel like shit and people just use me because I never say no to a job opportunity cuz I need to pay dr bills. I'm a fitness instructor and been one for 2 almost 3yrs and my boss says "oh, u have such great technique u should get more classes" But...
- For the past month or so I've been having these weird dreams. One was about someone murdering a whole bunch of students at the HS. Others just don't make sense. I know it isn't from watching TV before bed cuz I read. I'm not sure if it's my meds or...
- Does anyone notice a change in depression when winter/ fall hits? I thought I was getting better, but when they do they also get worse later on. I've done somethings I'm not happy I did and each therapy session seems harder to talk. I like therapy...
- Apparently there was some rumors going on about me at the Y where I work at. One was that I was a lesbian and the other that there was something going on. Both were true, but I feel embarrassed because I don't want to be known as "that girl".I had...
- I've been feeling REALLY bad for the past week...I just don't know how much longer I can hold on. My therapist asked if I had a plan, and I said no. To tell you the truth I sorta do have a plan. I might overdose on my meds or some other pills. I'm...
- Hi been a while since I've been here. I've been suffering from flashbacks of idk...Things of my past I can't explain. Like if I see someone that does or says it triggers SO many things. It makes me want to cut, but so far I haven't, but...
- I recently lost 2 friends...One I was happy she died because she was very old and had dementia and Alzheimers too. I feel more at peace with her death, but my other friend died at 37.Her death shocked me. At first I didn't know how to react so I...
- This week has been TERRIBLE! I lost 2 friends one was like a grandmother to me and the other a 37yr old who didn't wake up. I honestly feel like i'm "numb" with little to no emotion. The thoughts and flash backs are what really get to me because I...