JonL0769
Status: Going through a med change. Not fun. Been difficult.
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JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER ! FOR IT ALL TO BE OVER! NOTHING EVER GETS BETTER! ONLY WORSE! I GUESS IT'S ALL MY OWN FAULT! I'M SO DEEP IN A HOLE I'LL NEVER GET OUT! I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN HELP SOONER! NOW...
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Can't stand this life anymore! Don't know how much more bullshit I can take! I 've had enough!! I can't deal with this shit anymore! Nothing ever gets any better! Every time i move one step forward,...
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Things are O.K. Started with therapist a few weeks ago and started meds Tuesday. Too soon to tell if any of it's working, but it's good to at least be getting some help with it. The...
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I feel relieved. I had the intake appointment and will be seeing a therapist once a week for awhile starting next Tuesday and the pdoc in 2 weeks for eval. They said they'd work with me based on my...
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Well, today's the day. My intake appointment. Hopefully they'll help me with low cost, or no cost treatment. I'm turning 39 tomorrow and my life is so messed up. I'm nowhere near where I thought I...
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I may finally get some help. I called Community Mental Health and have an intake appointment next Monday, the day before my birthday. It would be a good birthday present to finally get some...
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Well, it's back to square one. Went to the research study and after their in person interview, they decided I wasn't a good enough candidate for the study because I had been on several different...
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Doing good today. I may have just got accepted into a research program studying depression. All therapy and meds are free, even travel expenses, if I qualify. I just had a phone interview and they...
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I signed in and just poured my heart out in my journal on here and when I was finished it said I had to be signed in to do that. I signed in again and my journal entry that I spent an hour writing...
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Been having a real hard time sleeping at night lately. No matter how tired I am, I can't get to sleep. It used to happen occasionally, like once or twice a month. But, lately it's been every night...
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Today's much like yesterday. Frustrated, angry, stressed and depressed. A vicious f**king circle. The emotional rollercoaster. Stop the ride! I wanna get off.
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Very frustrated and irritated today. I've either been really tired and wanting to sleep, and sleeping. Or, so pissed I feel like screaming and breaking things, but I try really hard not to do that...
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Really tired today. Just want to sleep.
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I've been isolating. I don't want to leave the house. When I do leave and go somewhere, I end up frustrated and get this overwhelming feeling that I need to get home. I can last about an hour, maybe...
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