JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER ! FOR IT ALL TO BE OVER! NOTHING EVER GETS BETTER! ONLY WORSE! I GUESS IT'S ALL MY OWN FAULT! I'M SO DEEP IN A HOLE I'LL NEVER GET OUT! I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN HELP SOONER! NOW IT'S TOO LATE! THINGS ARE GETTING SHUT OFF! I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY HOME! WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE PROBLEMS? EVERYBODY'S GOT PROBLEMS!! I SHOULD JUST BE ABLE TO PULL MYSELF UP, FACE THIS SHIT AND DEAL WITH IT!!! BUT, I CAN'T ANYMORE!!! I CAN'T HANDLE THE FRUSTRATION, THE DISAPPOINTMENTS, THE ANGER, THE SADNESS, THE HOPELESSNESS, THE NEVER ENDING BULLSHIT THAT IS LIFE! I'M TIRED. I'M WEAK. I'M A FAILURE AT EVERYTHING I'VE EVER TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH IN THIS LIFE. I'M A BURDEN TO EVERYONE WHO HAS EVER CARED ABOUT ME. THEY'VE ALL GIVEN UP ON ME AND SO HAVE I. I AM INVISIBLE. I AM ALREADY DEAD.
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