offbalance

Here I go again...another adjustment to my medication. A few weeks ago my Lamictal was increased to 400mg, and it was divided to half at night and half in the morning. Never before had I taken...

Untitled (dedicated to my bipolar friends)     -Christina GloriaInside my interrupted mindSo deep where no one can hearIs a lonely place at the edge of breakdownThe silence is loud, there's no...

I give up on this goal. I can't restore a past with someone without the other person willing to do the same. As hard as i try to be a good friend, as difficult it is to keep my feelings supressed......

Here's a poem that I wrote: Black Heart I scarred my heart holding on to youIn between love and hate you confused my mind,Made me believe I was unworthy of  loveMy regret is in the lies I fell...

One month ago I decided to make a drastic change in my life. Although temporary, it is heavy in significance. I moved out of state, away from everything I've ever known. Only one of my friends...

My goal is going ok, as I'm trying very hard to let go even more. I believe that by now I should know how I feel, and this is it: I will always love him. I knew it seven years ago, and time has only...

Back in April I was put on anti psychotics once again. I was having very odd thoughts. Does anyone else get plagued with uncontrolled and unwanted mental images?! It's so weird. So the doctor tried...

I feel like he and I are finally in a good place. Just friends. But still good. I think about the past a lot...more than I should actually. But all my thinking has at last brought me to a measure of...

This past weekend I saw some old friends, and it was oh so good. I needed to see some friendly faces from outside this crowded town that I live in. They were happy to see me too, which I loved.After...

Here's a poem I wrote for a wedding:You're my kind of beautiful that I have fallen forIt's in my eyes, my endless love for youTo love someone like you, I could not ask for moreYou stayed on my mind...

I give up on this goal forever.

I strongly believe in bible reading and in prayer to get thru every single day. I understand that many people out there are skeptical about God and religion. But it has been my lifeline in enduring...

With just one word, a difference was made deep within the person I am; which, now, I can define.There is someone who keeps complimenting me from left to right. At first the sweet things he said were...

I know it'll be painful. I know it'll be sad. I know that it'll bring a silence over me for the rest of the night. Still, here I am. Maybe that's the problem: I throw myself into situations that I...