Feeling pretty good today....
I was laughing at myself today because I found a sofa on sale that i wanted and then thought "how in world am I going to hide a sofa" There's many layers to this. Anyway all in all I feel much better today. It's snowing here and my son and I caught the city bus and got off at a different stop so we could walk the long way. It's beautiful! I haven't really been interacting with "him" at home much just answering questions and avoiding the same space. I know this can't last forever but I don't want to get lured into a verbal assault. I already know everything that's happened lately is alllll my fault so whatever. Since trying to corner me at home didn't work, he's calling me at work. I've got caller ID so I just don't answer. That'll last until I get home - then I don't know what to do. But for now it's snowing!
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Laughing at your self is the first step to truly finding out who you are. Love yourself no matter what has happened or what is your fault always love yourself. you deserve it
You my dear are absolutely right. I\'ve decided to take the 700 dollars I planned to spend on that sofa and put it on a bill. I\'m coming to grips with the fact that I may have to move with absolutely nothing and then furnish the place later. Who knows maybe then the sofa will be marked down even further! and by the way if I had loved myself before I wouldn\'t be in the mess I\'m in now BUT now I know better. Neglecting myself is no longer something I want to feature.
Went to the mall today and treated myself to brow powder at Sephora. My brows looked absolutely fabulous but I took full inventory of myself and I look (present tense) so worn and tired. I\'ve decided to give myself a make over starting today. I\'m stopping on my way home and get lipstick. Eyebrows without lipstick...maybe that\'s why I looked so crazy. I remember a time I wouldn\'t leave the house looking like this...Jesus what happened to me???